should i; shouldn’t i (part 1)

Yes, I am going to Thailand again since my last trip 6months ago. This time, me and my girlfriends are going to Phuket. Sun light definitely showering us with no mercy especially during this season. For caucasion, i think this is the best season to go sunbathing. But, for us, as an asian people… Should i get tan or shouldn’t? Indeed it is kinda cool to get tan since we born to be fair skin, what do you think? Lay myself down with no string attach or just apply the oily sun block lotion like two inches thick every freaking 15mins?

Tan Skin vs Fair Skin, who is going to win? Hey, hello, im talking about the skin tone!!

烛光

那天，外面下着雨，最喜欢听雨的声音

边听着“陈绮贞”的音乐，边试着让自己的思绪沉淀

一切突然变得很安静，只有你像是烛光，在我心中摇曳，起伏不定

那烛光时而照亮，时而微弱

弄得我，昏沉且疲惫

想必是时候想想

是不是该把你给熄灭，然后藏起来，在那最深最深处

不会留下痕迹，只让腊泪来证明~我曾多么地在乎你

空

面对着突如其来的事，头脑一片空白，空得连自己都不敢相信。

亦然发现～ 原来，我是孤单的。

最近，早上会突然醒来，第一感觉，心里空得受不了。。。

或许，那正是空虚寂寞吧～

我，很累，因为，我的灵魂病了。。。

最想念の季节

15thNovember, 雨季。

每当风轻轻吹起时，云朵变化时，天空下着雨时，我会想起你。

每当抬头仰望，微微地阳光透过树枝洒在脸上时，我亦会想起你。

仿佛，你就穿梭在空气里。。。

还记得，你对我说过，我是你的宝；也记得你说过，一切都会很好。你就是这样，总是要给我们安心，总是要我们过得比你好。。。

那年今天，你厌倦了，你说你累了，身上的枷锁重得让你喘不过气。于是，你接纳了天使向你伸出的手，远离我们，飞向了天国。深夜的那一通电话，我，崩溃了～无论我们如何撕心裂肺地哭喊，你就只有静静地，没有任何回应；握着你的手时，手心的温度也不再像从前一样温暖。。。

你曾经说过，人走了，就会慢慢地被淡忘，直至遗忘。可是，七年后的今天，我依然可以感觉到你的手，你那粗糙厚实却又冰冷的手。。。

我的爸爸，我最敬爱的爸爸，我不会忘记你，永远不会。你的好，将会烙印在我心底，最深最深处。。。

BOSTON by Augustana

Do you believe in “love at first sight”?

I think i have already started to believe from the moment i listened to “Boston”. Totally fall in love with it once i listened to the front part, the soothing piano rhythm which really amazed me alot. A best song to describe my feeling recently~ Feels like running away, feels like escaping from the place i am belongs to, feels like yelling a break.

I am so sick of getting into dilemma, you won’t understand me, and you won’t even care for me…. I am exhausted, once again. Do not really know how to express my feeling recently, think it goes well with the lyrics~

BOSTON*Augustana

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun…
Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,
This world you must’ve crossed… you said…

You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across
An open field,
When flowers gaze at you… they’re not the only ones who cry
When they see you
You said…

You don’t know me, you don’t even care, oh yeah,
She said
You don’t know me, and you don’t wear my chains… oh yeah,

She said I think I’ll go to Boston…
I think I’ll start a new life,
I think I’ll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I’ll get out of California, I’m tired of the weather,
I think I’ll get a lover and fly em out to Spain…
I think I’ll go to Boston,
I think that I’m just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind…
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of the sunset,
I hear it’s nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice… oh yeah,

Boston… where no one knows my name… yeah
Where no one knows my name…
Where no one knows my name…
Yeah Boston…
Where no one knows my name…

命名

曾经听老一辈的人说，要是生下的小孩体弱多病，难照顾，就给他们取个听似“天生天养”的名。例如说：丫猪，丫狗，丫猫等等。。。那么，这孩子就会变得没那么容易生病，且容易照顾得多了。

起初，还以为就只有在从前，没受过教育的阿公，阿婆才会认同以“畜生”命名。没想到。。。

桃花

最近，不知怎的，桃花运超旺。只可惜，全是一些烂桃花。收到“仁兄”留言后的的第二天，又收到这位不知名“兄台”的电邮。疑惑，这些人到底是怎么了？这，好象不是第一次了，我身边的女性朋友也同样收过好几次类似的电邮（不知，你或你们身边的人是否也有收过呢？〕

求爱记

觉得这人还蛮天真的，难道这就是“分式特”的好处吗？求爱？哈～他也真是用心良苦咯！只可惜～我来自金星！！呵呵

给仁兄的话：

我怕

不要再靠近，如果你选择继续沉淀

不要再靠近，如果你不愿走出你的世界

不要再靠近，如果你觉得黑色幽默

不要再靠近，如果你只学会捂着耳朵

因～

我，缺氧。又再一次站在悬崖上

我，害怕。却总是跌得遍体鳞伤

我，无言。你却选择站在原地 

我，虚脱。你的背影压得我喘不过气

我怕。怕我的心会靠近你～

My Memorable Birthday Celebration

080907, another birthday celebration for me~ a year older and wiser…. Thanks to my lovely mum who brought me to this beautiful world back to this day in year 1980, she was the one who really called me early in the morning (same as year 2006) and sang me two languages birthday song!! she even modified it~ hahah.. i love my mum, so much!